hmm...

ak xtaula..tiap2 mlm ak msti piki sal fana...ntah la nape...
coz,ritu die ade msj ak,die ckp die time ak blek..
ya,its a good news..but,i dont think that she's rilly accept me..
i think that,smeone has provoked her to accept me back...
in my mind,the first person that i think is amira..her adek..
then,xpela..ak pown mle2 mlz la nk tny sal die...
then,da lme sket,bwu ak tny die...then die ckp,adek suh time blek...
ble ak bce je msj to,reaksi prtme ak is,oowh,die nie xiklas agknye...
hmm...so,ak msj die pown,die mcm nk xnk...then,bleh dkatekan,every single night,i think bout it...n anggapan ak dkuatkn lgi ble die xmsj ak,n xchat ngan ak..
hahaha..sedey tu mmg la..xyah kte ar kn..spe xsedey ble gf wat cam nie...
hmm..ak mmg igt nk gtau die,tpi ak rse cam,ntah la,klo ak gtau,ak garenti la yg die xkn time ape yg aku ckp n ade die kesah..coz die xprlukan ak sgt...ak tgk cre die pown ak tau...
hahaha...npe die still time ak?..klo iklas xpe..ak pown ske..tpi...hmm...
haha..mayb ak bkn pilihan die...hmm...
klo ye,ak wat knduri la jwbnye...
mmg gler...mmg la ak syg die...ak syg sgt2 kat fana tu...ak mmg la xsggup nk lpskn die...tpi klo da trpkse,klo die mmg xske ngan ak,klo die xiklas ngan ak,klo die xsyg ak,xkn la ak brtpuk sblh tgn...
hmm...ak wat blog bru nie pown coz klo leyh ak xnk tlis kat blog lme ak sal ape yg ak rse...ak xnk die trase...n ak xnk die slhkn sesape...ak tau ak trok...
lgi stu coz ak nk release tnsyen ak...sbagai motivasi pde dri ak...klo ak tlis kat blog lme,kang die bce...hahaha..xmo ar ak..baek ak pndm...
*klo die jmpe,msti die kutuk ak gle2 pnye...
hahaha
hmm..k la...ak da xtau nk mrapu ape...

nak gtau ke x?

hmm...kne gtau ke x yg sbnrnye hni tu adk agkt ak??
ak rse die msti xleyh time knyataan nie....
hmm...so bia jela...
klo die tau,msti die paku ak gler2 pny ar...
n die mst mrh klo ak xgtau die...
bkn ak xnk gtau die,tpi ak tkot die piki laen...n ak xnk la sal nie ak ngan die jdi renggang...so,baek ak diam...
hahaha...hmm...skang pown klo ak nk chat ngan die pown,ak akn piki 2 kli...
coz ak tau,die msti wat bodo pny ar kat ak t...hmm...klo die chat ngan ak dlu pown,msti ade sbb...cam tdi,die nk gtau yg die xslh je...klo x,ak rse die xkn wat cam nie smpe bebile...ak xnk chat dlu bkn sbb ape,cme ak xnk tnsyen da la...krang ak teremosi lak..xnk la...sian la kat die...mne la tau die pnt ke,ape ke...tu yg die xleyh sgt chat ngan ak...
hmm...tu yg ak sllu piki ble die xchat ngan ak...haahaha..positive la sgt kn...at last,ak gak yg sedeyh...tah pape kn ak nie...giler kat awek sesowg...syok sndiri...
ntah die ske kat ak pown ak xtau...klo ckp,ak pown leyh...hahaha...ak rse ak brtpuk sblh tgn je skang nie...
hmm...tpi xpela...ak akn tggu kmu...btowl...klo ak wat smting yg trok tu,hmm...aggp la ak jht...coz tu yg akn mnjauhkn fana n ak...hmm...
wlopon ak rse ak wat sumer tu ade sbb,ak tau yg die psti xleyh time alsn 3 coz alsn ak tu bebudak pnye alsn...hahaha...
hmm...die da mtg,die pham sume...ak je yg xmtg gi...adosh...hahaha
k la..xtau nk mrapu ape gi neyh...

die nmpk ak ke x??

hmm..tdi ak gi dewan milinium ngan amzar,pedai n aiman....
msok2 tu,rame gle ar org...serabot seyh....
ak da la xske tmpt2 yg sesak nie...
mmg la dlm tu sejuk,tpi xsejuk mne ar...smpe brpeluh ak..
hmm...then pas da beh round n amik pemplet sume tu,ktorg kuar...
ntah mcm mne xtau ak ajk pedai msok lek coz ak nk gi kat tmpt usm...pas tu,ktorg pown round skli gi...
mcm mne ntah pedai nmpk fana....ak pown tgk la..mmg btowl die,then pedai nk gi jmpe,ak xnk la coz die msti tau yg ak ade skli...da klo die tau ak ade msti die lri...n ak msti trase gi...so,ak cam xbgi..pas tu ak ugut pedai,klo die jmpe fana,ak xnk tman die gi tmpt uitm,tny sal muzik..hahaha..
then pedai pown ikt la...nseb baek die ikt,klo x,ak tarak teman die ar...
hmm...mmg la ak nk jmpe die,tpi,die tu nk ke jmpe ak?..so,sal nk jge hti die,n xnk die pnt lri fri ak,so,better ak stay away from her...hmm...xslh kn??
coz klo die lri,die yg pnat,gpown,parent die ade...xnk la kn,karang mak die kte ape lak...so,baik ak blah je...
hmm...mmg la ak rse brslh...gpown klo leyh,ak xnk da la tnsyen n trase ngan die..coz mmg xbebaloi lgsung coz ssungguhnye die mmg xamik kesah sal ak...
so,ak pown,hmm..pham2 jela...
then blek 2,ktorg dlm kete,trserempk ngan die,nseb baek diorg gtau yg tu fana,pas tu ak tnduk sket....hahaha..
mmg la ak sbrsalah...tp,ak rse itu yg trbaek wat die...hmm..sowie....

cam sie2 je...

hmm...ak da explain da kat fana sal pe ak wat sumer tu...tpi ak rse cam xde gne je pnerangan ak tu...klo ak tau,baek ak xyah explain kat die...hahaha...mlz la plak..hihi..
hmm..esk ak nk gi ke jom msuk U pnye program..die ade 2 ari...ak nk gi esk coz klo leyh,ak xnk jmpe die...coz ak tau die msti akn lri...
tu yg wat ak gi trase n tnsyen kat die...so,klo ak nmpk die,better ak bla awl2...ak xla sket hti kn...hhahahaa..hmm..
sape xsyg die??ak syg sgt2...mmg la ak jelez...coz die ade cukie n mira...ble diorg ade,msti ak kne pulau...
ntah la...ak igt nk gtau die...tpi ble ak piki,hmm..die msti xleyh time...
so,nk xnk,kne la ak time je..hahaha..go go chaiyok...
hmm...ak mmg la xcntrol die,coz ak klo leyh nk tgk die hepi...klo ak cntrol die,msti die xhepi...
tpi ble dh xcntrol,cam nie plak jdinye...ak gak yg sllu tnsyen...fana xpena tau sal ak tensyen sal pe ngan die...
hmm...smpe ble ak nk kne saba cam nie??
ak pown ade gak thap kesabaran die...ak da bnyk sgt bgi die pluang...stiap peluang yg ak bgi tu,ak rse ak nie trlalu brharap sgt kat die ar...coz pluang2 2 cam mentensyen kn ak gi...ntah la...
ak nk gtau pown xtau...
kekadang,ble ak dok sesorg,ak dok kat balcony umah ak,ak tingat die,ak cam sedey je....mmg la ak xhepi ngan die...tpi,klo org tny ak,ak msti jwb hepi,coz ak klo leyh xnk die tau yg ak mmg xhepi ngan die coz ak rse die xpena pown nk wat ak hepi...hmm...cam ak nie jahat kn...
hahaha...mmg ak jahat pown,ak sllu tipu die...
tpi,ade bnde yg ak tipu die tu sbnrnye bnde btowl...ak juz diam je..die nk kte ape,kte la...ak xnk die tau...klo die tau,may b die akn trase...so,beter ak diam kn...hahaha..die nk kte ak penipu,kte la...mmg btowl ak tpu die...klo ak jjr ngan die,alamatnye,kne sembelih ar ak..hahaha...
hmm...ntah la..ak da xtau nk kte ape...
cam nyesal lak xjjr ngan die je...hahaha...
hmm..k la...ak nk tido nie...ngantowk sgt....

hari ini ak sedeyh...

hmm...tdi ak tny fana,die da xsyg ak da ke...
n die jwb ya...
ble ak bce msj die,hueeeuhh!!!!
xtgau nk ckp ape...
mmg la ak salah....
then ak tido coz ak nk rilex....ak xnk piki sal die....
mkin ak xnk piki sal fana,mkin kuat ak igt die...
ak syg die sgt2...
ble ak bce msj die td,ak rase cam,errggh!!!xtau la....
sedeyh gle td....
hmm...
ak rse pas nie,ak xnk da la msj die,karang ak cam xleyh time knyataan...
klo trserempak,mayb ak xmo la jmpe die...ak xsedie gi....
bkn ape,ak rse ak xnk break ngan die...smpe bebile....
hmm...skang ak nga buntu...xtau la....
da la ak da nk pindah,dlu ak igt nk gtau die....
tpi,ble die ckp cam tu tdi,ak rse,xpela....bia la...ak da xpntg wat die...hahahaha...i noe she has cukie...hahaha...moga2 kamoo bhgie ea....
hmm...blog nie pown ak wat coz ak sje nk tlis ape yg ak rse stiap hri n sal fana...
hahaha~
n ak rse fana da xleyh time ak da la....
xpe2...klo pape jdi kat afq,fana jgn riso ea....afq msti ok pnye....
tu pown klo la fana riso...kn...
*angan2 ak je tu..hahaha~..

k la ak pown da xtau nk tlis ape...may b pas nie klo ak trserempak ngan fana,ak akn lri kowt....bia la die kte ak prasan ke,mncapap ke,da mmg btowl...so,pasnie,kte da xleyh jmpe da la ea....hahaha...take care...

ak pown da xtau nk mrapu ape...hahahaha...salam

farhana...

fana....afq da try explain kat fana...
tpi afq rse fana still mrh kat afq....
hmm....
mmg slh afq pown coz afq still cntct ngan hni n xgtau fana bnde btowl yg afq still cntct ngan die..
k..reason die,first,afq xnk gado ngan fana coz klo afq gtau fana msti fana ckp klo afq nk blek kat die,gi la...fana xnk kco....so nnt afq bebai...n klo afq bebai pown,fana bkn kesah...so,baek afq xyh gtau yg afq still in cntct ngan die...
second,coz afq xnk fana jelez...wlaupown afq tau fana xjelez,cam xsyok ar gtau fana yg afq dok cntct ngan die...kang cam ape plak...
third,afq mmg xske die n xsyg die...so wat pe nk kne gtau....cam xpntg je...n ktorg msj pown bkn nye cam nk cple...mcm afq msj ngan pedai je afq rse...
lastly,afq still cntct ngan die coz die cam amik brat gak ar sal afq...tu xpntg sgt la...tpi die start msj dlu...da la time tu afq xmsj fana...so,da alang2 2 reply jela msj die...gpown fana jarang msj afq dlu klo xde sbb...kn....
hmm..
tu je....
n afq nk gtau,yg afq mmg xske n syg die...SUMPAH!!!....
wat pe afq nk tipu dri afq...
n afq bnyk tipu diri afq ngan fana...bkn sal org laen...tpi sal fana....
siyes...afq xnk gtau coz afq tau klo afq gtau,fana bkn nye brubah pown n silap2 fana mntk break...
afq xnk sume tu fana...tu psl afq tpu dri afq...afq tau bnde tu saket...hahaha~...
tpi afq syg sgt2 kat fana...tu yg afq wat cam tu....siyes...tpi fana,still cam dlu...klo sal adek,mcm2 fana wat utk hepi kn die...klo sal afq??hmm...klo ckp bnde nie kat fana,kang fana ckp la sowie if im not ur type...eee..afq da bosan la ngan ayt tu...ntah la...
afq tpu fana,afq mntk maaf...fana tpu afq sal gi fc tu,ade mntk maaf??ade??
mmg la nk backup amzar,tpi xreti ke nk mntk maaf??ssh sgt ke??
leyh mati ke klo mntk maaf??bkn ssh pown kn....
hmm...
btw,sowie klo fana still mrh kat afq gi....
hahaha~....
(afq tau yg fana xkn jmpe blog afq nie,so,tu yg ak prani tlis...so die xtrase...ak xnk la gtau die...blom brsedie gi la...klo die jmp,jmpe la...klo x lgi bgos..ak juz nk luahkn isi hti ak je...hahaha...tensyen+sedeyh gle....mcm2 ak piki...)
k la...salam

kepada nur farhana bt roslee

fana....
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